No Date - Sunday

I woke up at 5.20 this morning. I dreamt about Canada being in a war. I went to the window and saw granade-shaped amd tank-shaped flying vehicles. Then I saw soldiers, pack of soldiers here and there- going towards the road behind my window (In this dream, there is a Bangladeshi-style semi-highway at the back of my home). I went back to sleep, and dreamt  about seeing some army people coming towards my house- and they gathered all yhe people and put them in a fall-in. Adults and kids separately.  I could see Sophie from where I was standing. They were looking for capable adults who could go to the war. They picked the people deemed fit- and took to a precinct.

They gave us some activities, they gave us this weired shaped basketballs (oval and cube shaped), and made us wait in a lineto practice our target in an indoor court. We were looking at this website- where they were telling what we have to do - and everything about the institution. It turned out it's mandatory for candidates to participate in a war when Canada is in it. 

All this time there was only one thing on my mind- and that is Sophie. I was thinking how can I keep her safe. Should I keep her here, or send her to Bangladesh in the care of Ammu? Will she be ok? Or devastated? I was getting scared, frustrated, and angry- and then I woke up and felt so relived that it was a dream. It was early morning - the aun hasnt risen yet- but it already started to become bright outside- i heard some sound and went to the window.